A Bag of chips, two apples, a bowl of branflakes and milk plus four crackers and some low fat cream cheese.

Two hours later, too late to purge and I'm in hell.

I see the fat ugly pig I have made myself. I can imagine the yellow rotting maggot infested fat moving around under my skin.

No one must touch me until I have punished myself and atoned for this evil sin. If they touch me they will feel the maggots moving around. Tomorrow my Punishment must begin.

I have much to answer for. I will sleep saying my prayers to Ana and beg her to hear my worthless plea.

Save me from myself. I am in hell. I am sorry. I will starve myself as a sacrifice. I must be thin once again. Dear Ana have mercy on my soul.